Two months ago i enter the so called long distance relationship…and mind u….so difficult..difficult in a way that u dont have the chance to see and be together with ur partner..
Last oct when my partner flew to canada…nung dumating kasi ako sa buhay nya he already started the application for that so no choice ako but to accept things that he will be far away from me…part of the acceptance is the part that i do have plans of going outside the country sooner..so accepted it and taking all the risk of a long distance relationship..
As our relationship is starting…he is the type of guys who will call me many times in a day..every morning when he wakes up..when going to school where he works..when he already arrive at workplace..during lunch time checking on me if i already take my lunch or not..and at the end of the day when he got home drom work…how wonderful isnt it….thats our set up when he is still in the country…
On my part it is a dream come true that someone came into my life and give all the things i wanted…a guy who will give all his time for me…
Until the time comes and he became busy because he will leaving the country soon….napadalas ung tampuhan..ung inisan at hindi pagpapansinan….na syang kinatakutan kong mangyari sa relasyon naming dalawa…kasi sa mga nangyari sa amin at sa mga pinakita nya sa akin nung nandito pa sya sa pinas was enough for me…na nasabi ko na sa kanya once…that i dont want to lose him..i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him…
Pero ngaun napapadalas lalo ang tampuhan at inisan naming dalawa…ayoko mang lumabas na nanghahamon ako ng break up pero di ko mapigilan kasi nasasaktan na ako…sobrang miss ko na ung dating lalaking mahal na mahal ako…na inaaway ako pag di ako nakakausap agad..
My heart is breaking again…and sana hindi pa sta malala para maging pirapiraso ulit…kasi di ko na kakayanin….kasi pagod na akong buuin ulit sya para sa panibagong darating pa…pagod na ako talaga….
